Arrwyn

You're right here
I sleep next to you every night
And I miss you

You kiss me on the cheek
I giggle and smile
But I miss you

You message me from work
I see you every day
I still miss you

You used to make my heart race
I want you to need me
Because I miss you

Ever just wish it would all end? That something tragic (and hopefully quick and painless) would just snuff you out like a candle one day soon? I do. Every day I fight with the overwhelming feeling that not having to breathe anymore would be so much easier than trying to sort out the giant shit pile that is my life.

But that's just how it is, isn't it? I wonder if it's different for anyone else. Probably not.

So I've got a new blog. The one on myspace was fun but then my mother went and added me to her myspace so I no longer have the freedom to post whatever I like. She'll never find me here. hehehe

Well, I've usually got something to complain about or some political issue to rant about but it's morning and I really honestly can't be fucked using my brain for anything more than keeping my skull warm, so next blog will be more interesting, promise.